Getting Better

This Is a Reminder

Wed, 14 Jan 2026 00:00:00 +0800

Reminders of stagnancy against the impelling need to move forward.

Saved by the Bell, a poem of hearts racing

Fri, 05 Dec 2025 00:00:00 +0800

A recount of a rhythm, I hope, where our hearts weren’t in competition. I was just the lucky one.

Better Coffee, fully realized

Sun, 06 Jul 2025 00:00:00 +0800

Something I re-wrote on a whim about a past and the growth thereafter.

d33 Troika Backgrounds for What Was Manila

Thu, 27 Jun 2024 00:00:00 +0800

I ripped characteres from KOTOR 2 to make Troika Backgrounds for the local post-apocalypse. Yay?

d33 Troika Backgrounds for What Was Manila

Thu, 27 Jun 2024 00:00:00 +0800

I ripped characteres from KOTOR 2 to make Troika Backgrounds for the local post-apocalypse. Yay?

Choom's Tomb, a fan-made adventure for Cyberpunk RED

Thu, 23 May 2024 00:00:00 +0800

The scenario is inspired by the Gunfight at the Ok Corral. That shound be obvious to a number of folks.

Thundering Steps, Gear List

Tue, 19 Dec 2023 00:00:00 +0800

The Gear List for Thundering Steps

ATTENTION: Relaunch of Smells Fishy, Jack!

Sat, 02 Dec 2023 00:00:00 +0800

It never changes. Welcome to the post-apocalyptic land of the Kapitol Wastes! A land resistant to progress.

Thundering Steps, REVISED

Mon, 20 Nov 2023 00:00:00 +0800

Revised rules for playing nomadic horse archers. Inspired by Brandon Yu’s Chaos Reigns.

Better Coffee, a Practice Poem

Thu, 03 Aug 2023 00:00:00 +0800

Something I wrote on a whim about a past relationship and the growth thereafter.

Thundering Steps

Wed, 05 Jul 2023 00:00:00 +0800

Rules for playing nomadic horse archers. Inspired by Chainmail and ODnD.

Ten Haily Marys in the Dark

Sat, 01 Jul 2023 00:00:00 +0800

On institutional violence and the viciousness it perpetuates in a world beyond healing. It’s also something I made and distributed without PDFs.

Found on the Road! No. 01

Fri, 30 Jun 2023 00:00:00 +0800

A rundown of interesting things I’ve found, new and old!

Sages and a Non-Vancian Magic System

Fri, 30 Jun 2023 00:00:00 +0800

A random magic system for use in your games.

Remembering the Sun and Its Shadows

Thu, 29 Jun 2023 00:00:00 +0800

Something I wrote about past mistakes, the burden of memory, and an epiphany brought about by good company.

Remember when I was young? I rather
not. The sins from then still stain
the once ivory light I shine. Bright,
unyielding naivete colored those movements.
Wherever I went, my shadows inflicted pain,
undeservingly—

I am not asking for contrition, Father.
I am unworthy, but I fetch a good price
in the market. The one online where
we're always shouting. Listening
to this plague of intrusive broadcasts
is the penance already. I can leave it?
Where else am I to shill?

I didn't have to back then, and yet I did.
The retrospect churns my insides. It hits
me in the soft, fleshy mass of conscience
I apparently had. I've been had.

Yes, I know I'm loved, but not by Him.
Them, yes. They're nice—real even. Who am I
to deny charity. The gift horse's mouth?
Bliss ends when ignorance is cured. I rather not
advertise? I ain't selling anything. I don't
yell in Divisoria. I've only been there once.

It's not a transaction? Thank God. I should
thank them for that. I owe them. They
deserve better. Although, I am better.

Looking back, The shadows cast
by my once ivory light in the dark
allegorical cave were only for
my entertainment. I looked back when
the momentum was forward.

There is no Icarus. I choose to be
under the sun, even if it burns. I am not alone,
even if sometimes I am. Now, especially, there
are no longer
undeserved shadows.